Friday, July 21, 2006

Once again, dishonesty and deceit have won out. By being true to myself and to the company I work for I have been burned and disrespected again. I am not sure why I even bother anymore. It seems if I chose to be lazy and dishonest, I would go a lot further in this company and would certaintly get far more perks. But I guess because I was raised the way I was I will always come in last and be a door mat for those who live to cheat.
Well. I have to believe what goes around comes around, cause if it doesn't why bother trying right???
I do know this, Unless things change drastically, I will have to look elsewhere to work. There is no way I can work under this person who so blatantly disrespected me in so many ways. It would really suck for her if I walked today. I'd like to see her try to explain that!!!! What's the matter sweetheart ,didn't get your atta girl today??
Go figure, I must have really screwed up for GOD to put me through this shit right now>